Too Tired But I Will not Sleep

Please put me down
I want to rest
I am just too tired
Of living at your behest
Its hard enough
That people they hate me
And I am looking for the one
Who will come to save me
Save me from this
world Of horrors
Here thorns are more
And less are the flowers

I lie awake all night thinking
and stare across the sky
With my eyes not blinking
The days are passing
The years are ending
And On the karaoke machine
Death is singing
She sings lullabys
She wants me to sleep
As she puts me in her lap
I start to weep
I ask her to give Me
some more time
Just till I finish the last
Sentence of my life

:Ishant