I am now scared of this “loneliness pit”
I am Shouting out, hoping someone would help
Many came, who i thought would
They just smiled and walked away, leaving me to myself
I try to claw my way out
But the climb just get steeper and steeper
The more i push myself up
The pit just gets deeper and deeper
Once i almost filled the pit, With all my tears
At that point in time, i faced my fears
What if people see my vulnerable side
And throw me away to roadside
Thinking about this, my tears dried up
And soon after i came back down
Then i sat down in the pit contemplating,
Whether to be a oddity among all or to be my own king with a crown
I thought about this hard
While days became months and months became years
I would need someone who teaches me the world, and take away my fears
I hope sometime in future someone hears me and pulls me out
Till the time that someone comes, all i can do is raise my arm and, on top of my lungs, shout