Happiness of Pain

After a long time
I felt pain again
This feeling, my old friend
I am alive again

Boring is happy and
So is content
Life is in misery of
The unknown event

Pain is my teacher
It taught me to think
Watched a century
pass by in a blink

I hated this pain
When it came the first time
I asked God, is this
The punishment for my crime?

I pleaded in front of pain
to please leave me alone
i stood still a long time
just like a stone

I was free of pain
And that time, i felt all good
But very soon after
i felt like a hollow wood

But now pain knocks again
i will not let it go this time around
I will be with me till the last breath
Buried in the ground with only pain that surrounds

:Ishant