Soul Apart

I want to say that i want you and
I will fight for you till the end
I just cant hide my feelings now
No matter how much I pretend

I know that i need you
To breathe and to survive
You are an oasis of hope
You will complete my life

I wish you hold my hand
And pull me out of the hole i dug
Your strength is your light
It will bring back my luck

You come into my dreams
Where i draw you to perfection
I have been so enchanted by you
I started believing in resurrection

You are the blessing of the Gods
You are one of a kind
I can never forget you, my dear
You will always be in the back of my mind

I would bow down in front of God
and I would pray of a thing
To you, all the world's happiness
and all your pain, to me, he bring.

Remember to Forget You

The time we spent together
And the time we missed out on
All the memories we shared
And all the arguments you won

I keep remembering all the beautiful moments
All the happiness, all the pain
When ever i ask myself
to never remember you again

I love your face, your smile
I love you even when you frown
I love you when you are mad at me
I love you even when you are not around

I cannot believe that still All of my love is real,
to myself i cannot feign
Why does this love comes back
When i promise myself to never to remember you again

Too Late to Love

You came into the room
And darkness was gone
You sat in front of me
For that moment i was not alone

You started talking and,
about you, i started dreaming
You are the one Who give
my existence a meaning

I wanted time to stop
But all time wanted was to fly
All i wanted was to stay in the moment
when you looked into my eyes

i know i can't have you
Because you are already taken
But my love is about your happiness
It will anyways remain unshaken

O my beautiful angel,
i wish you a great life
i will always be by your side
till the time i am alive

Take Back Time

all i want now is
to go back in time
when we were holding hands
in the sunshine

to those wonderful places
where we kissed and you smiled
back to the time
when we held our child

back to the time when
i first proposed and you said yes
back to the time when
you fought with me for my mess

back to the time when
you first came into my life
and to tell my past self
that everything will be great
because you will be his wife

These memories brings me joy
but also brings with them a lot of pain
All I can do here is
remember you justa to keep myself sane

I would fight God if it meant
He would bring you back to life
These memories are all that are left
and these are what are keeping me alive

I am missing your smile
I am missing your face
I will be with you shortly, my dear
I am tired of running alone in this race

A Girl

 There is a girl in my life 

Who is special to me 

From the break of dawn to the settling dusk, 

she is all that I want to see

She is the reason 

I get up in the morning

She is the only thing

I dream about when I sleep

She is the reason

I began to care

She made a coward 

challenge life to a dare

I do not own my heart

It belongs to her

She is the queen of me

Even if i am but a peasant to her

She is why i am 

writing these words

If she asks 

I will join my two worlds 

My two worlds, 

which are poles apart

I will do anything to sit in a

Corner of her heart

To god i pray to give me power

And to allow me to give her my all

to not let sadness bring her down

to let me protect her like a wall

I ask you almighty 

to let me live long

Just so that all my life

I could serenade her with my songs 

:Ishant

Unforgettable Memories

The time we spent together
And the time we missed out on
All the memories we shared
And all the arguments you won

I keep remembering all the moments
All the happiness, all the pain
When ever i ask myself
to never to remember you again

I love your face, your smile
I love you even when you frown
I love you when you are mad at me
I love you even when you are not around

still all of my love is real,
to myself i cannot feign
Why does this love comes back
When i promise myself never to remember you again

your hate red roses and
your favorite color is blue
you love to go to places
about which you dont have a clue
you eyes look to the right
when you lie
your first of the three wishes
is to fly
you touch your necklace
when you find something you like
you love long walks
your hobby is to go for a hike

i think the reason i wish
to never to remember you again
is because that these are the times
i really want to remember you again

A Feeling in my Heart

My dear, on my life I swearIn my every breath, your name I hear

I smile when I close my eyesBecause only then I see your faceYou bring the light in my soulBy Showering me with your grace

I live in my dreamsOnly There you are with meThe reality where you are not hereIs the thing I want to see

Whenever I think of youMy heart beats out of my chestMy dear, I will give my life at your behest

You are always with me, just not in personAnd I only blame myselfI could never go forWhat I really wanted for myself

It is ok, my dearI know you deserve betterBecause all I am is a hopeless lonerWho keeps getting bitter and bitter

I will not wish you happinessBecause you yourself are happinessAll I can say is thank youfor taking away my helplessness

The Scary Pit

I am now scared of this “loneliness pit” I am Shouting out, hoping someone would help Many came, who i thought would They just smiled and walked away, leaving me to myself

I try to claw my way out But the climb just get steeper and steeper The more i push myself up The pit just gets deeper and deeper

Once i almost filled the pit, With all my tears At that point in time, i faced my fears What if people see my vulnerable side And throw me away to roadside

Thinking about this, my tears dried up And soon after i came back down Then i sat down in the pit contemplating, Whether to be a oddity among all or to be my own king with a crown

I thought about this hard While days became months and months became years I would need someone who teaches me the world, and take away my fears

I hope sometime in future someone hears me and pulls me out Till the time that someone comes, all i can do is raise my arm and, on top of my lungs, shout