Thoughts of An Insomniac

I am awake at night with nothing around
I see nothing or hear no sound

So I sit alone thinking of you all
why do you all look big and I too small

You have something to do, somewhere to go
and I just am watching a candle burning slow

You go with today and not with tomorrow
You live you life with your happiness and sorrow
Whereas I search for future when now is the life
I don't think about what I have but how I'll survive

Can you people help me before I go insane
Do hurry up before these thoughts blow up my brain

Take my thoughts and bury them deep
So that I could finally get some sleep


:Insomniac :)

Hapless

I pray to god with my heart all day
hoping someday, me, he will bless
but I think he has some other plans
because even after I bow, I am still hapless

I was told by people around me
that I deserve all, I should not ask for nothing less
I tell them, for a person with nothing
less is everything and now you see that I am hapless

I try so hard to hold it all together
but somehow everything turns to a mess
no matter how much I make an effort
in getting something I want, I am just hapless

from the day I was born I was told
to embrace everything and to everything say Yes
but everytime, to something, I said yes
for some reasons it was turn down and I was left hapless

everything I did was with a smile and confidence
never once I embarked on a journey with a guess
all that confidence, all that smile
is fading away as time makes me more and more hapless

:Ishant

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