Shine!!

My heart is inside of me
But my mind is not
I am just not happy
With what I got
Nothing stays with me
No matter what I do
As soon as I blink
Everything fades away,
Leaving no clue
no memory of the past
Which brings a smile
or makes me sad
But still I have a doubt
Whether is it good
or is it bad

All I am is clueless
And I have been for a long
Still am trying to separate
All the right from wrong
I just can hope
Everything turns out fine
If not like the sun,
like a diamond I could shine!!!!

Ishant