My Melancholy

I cannot stand and
you ask me to run
All i see is melancholy
and you say to have fun

Nothing I have, in
my life to live for
No matter how hard i swim
I cannot see the shore

Sometimes I get tired
and ask myself to give in
There should be more stories
in failures than in wins

I should go out as a failure
like the way i was born to be
There is no such thing as
you can be what you want to be

We start with wanting more
but end up settling for what we get
We cover our loses
on both sides, we bet

All i can say while i say my goodbyes
No truth in the world can cover any lies

Trust me when I say that
never to smile when you are sad
you can never take back
what long time back, you said

Be an asshole, be a sociopath
they have the easiest of life
they can smile ear to ear
while they stab you with a knife