My Two Worlds

Watching things as they pass me by
Some of them are truth, some of them are lie

Sometimes i look at the ground
Sometimes i loop up to the sky
Sometimes, for no reason, i laugh, 
sometimes, for no reason, i cry

I am divided between two worlds
One is mine and one is not
One was created by me
And in the other i was brought

One is full of hope
And the other cruel and real
In one i don't speak anything
And in the other i say what i feel

My heart works in one
But my mind works in two
Even when i am sitting idle in one
In the other i have so much to do

For the past few years
I am in the middle of a battle
Both worlds are trying
To prove their mettle

It does not matter which one wins
Because i will end up with the loss
Either i will end up insane
Or end up on a cross