Bring me back to life

floating in the sea of oblivion
darkness makes it harder to see
i dont know how long it has been
waiting for someone to put
life back in me

my face has been smiling,
laughing with you all
when my mind is on a ledge
just waiting for that final fall

concepts of love and belonging
have started to fade in my mind
but my heart has been forcing
me not to give up and be kind

whenever i am not happy
it does not mean i am sad
it is just that, in my head,
there is neither a good nor a bad

my mind, my objectiveness
is slowly creeping in my heart
i am scared one day i will wake up
and gone will be my human part

i cannot, by myself,
make myself human again
all i want is for someone
to to teach me how to smile
and give me a reason to feel pain


:Ishant