My Body And My Mind

My body wants to rest
My mind wants to run
I ask you God, merciful God
To help me choose one

I have been torn apart
By two enemy forces
I keep going in the wrong lane
And to go right, no body forces

I am lacking direction
I am lacking true courage
I am full of self doubt
I think I am not of my age

This indecision, this carelessness
Is taking its toll on my sanity
All it will take is a gentle nudge
To push me to the dark insanity

I don't understand Why one
does not play well with the other
Why do they ask me to choose
I always feel like their mother

It's my responsibility
To take care of both
I cannot favor one over another
I took a sacred oath

So as I close my eyes
And join my hand in front of you
All I ask is to help me
Keep a balance between these two