Decision

Whenever I see you walking towards me 
My hearts tells me that It wants you to stay 
From the time you are in front of me till the 
Time you pass by, anything I cannot say 

I still have my hand in the position 
to hold your hand 
my heart is ready, its my darn mind 
that makes me silently stand 
I want to listen to my heart 
And run to you to ask what I want to ask 
But my mind keeps reminding me 
Is all the effort worth for this task 

I always end up hurt when my mind 
and heart pull each of my arm 
And there is no referee to decide 
When to sound the alarm 
My problem is I cannot decide When to choose my heart and when my mind 
I spoke with many sages and they all said that 
this knowledge is hard to find 

All this goes inside of me every time 
I want something to be mine 
How can you except from me, 
With so much going on, to walk a straight line 



:Ishant